22 desember 2011

aku bangun dari sarangku yg sangat nyaman. pagi pagi tadi aku mengucapkan "selamat hari ibu, you is the best mom ever I had". dia menjawab dengan senyum kecil di raut wajahnya.

seperti biasa aku pergi ke sekolah, dan menyelesaikan tugas dan masalah yg belum terselesaikan.
seusainya, aku meminta bantuan kepada temanku tersayang arin, ita, nanda. di siang bolong, kami pergi di sebuah kedai burger yg sangat jauh dari sekolahku.

aku membeli sebuah burger yg sangat besar dan diatasnya ku tuliskan SORRY dengan saus sambal. burger itu aku serahkan kepada orang yg dulu sangat tercinta. aku kirimkan burger itu kepadanya saat dia sedang berkumpul di suatu tempat yg nyaman untuknya.

di dalam bungkus itu aku letakkan sepucuk surat untuknya, surat yg mungkin bisa mewakilkanku untuk mengucapkan kata MAAF untuknya.

darling, you are the only exception

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry
and curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and I watched
as he tried to reassemble it.

And my momma swore
that she would never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

But Darling,
You are the only exception.

Maybe I know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways
to make it alone.
Keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this
keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now I had sworn to myself
that I'm content with loneliness.

Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

I've got a tight grip on reality,
but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.
I know you're leaving in the morning
when you wake up.
Leave me with some kind of proof its not a dream.

You are the only exception.

I'm on my way to believing
And I'm on my way to believing